Broken Pieces

I miss the smile that was only for me,
filled with so much jubilation and glee.
I miss the times we laughed together,
I wish those times had lasted forever.
I miss the times things were okay,
when all we did was frolic and play.
I miss the past when we outshone,
the memories are worth when I cry alone.
Why can't things be how they were,
before I was replaced by her?
I want you to smile; to laugh; to sing,
but that doesn't mean that my pain it won't bring.
My breathe stops when I see you leave,
yet my heart is the only thing I'll deceive.
You deserve to be happy, I know I'm being selfish,
I want your path to be clear, yet I am the blemish.
I want you to be joyous but when you're with her I'm sad,
I want to be the one in your arms, does that make me bad?
Even though it's painful and I always want to cry,
I know the best thing for me is to say goodbye.
Though I'm willing to let go my love never ceases,
It's funny that though you've broken my heart, I still love you with all the pieces.